Do or not to do?

T0day, m0nday: 27 Disember; its been such a l0ng time i haven't wrote anything on this empty space. Nothing much to say i guess..or maybe not much time space to let me sketch a life story to let people's thoughts to judge me.

Should i say, i am free now? or should i say..the burden on my shoulder getting bigger by days...complicated to understand isn't it? i myself still trying to solve the riddles in my head...do or not to do....if i do it..i myself feels that i'm being cruel to myself but if not to do...i being cruel to somebody that is s0 much special in my whole life...what to do...do or not to?

:-I kan senang klu bahagi dua badan aku nie...huhu...