dan aku dsini, bagai tidak b0leh bersua muka dengan abah..ada saja salah silap dr tindak tanduk yg x kena dmatanya. Sakit hati...andai aku blh trus bertikam lidah mengungkit satu persatu sebab musabab kenapa aku berhak untuk melawan...aku tau itu akan tambah luka d hati mak..sungguh..adakalanya aku spt ingin lari dr sini...x perlu abah juga kasihani aku dgn rasuah kereta yg hampir runtuh itu atau insuran brpuluh ribu...hati aku x pernah rasa bahagia dgn syak wasangka abah yg x pernah bertempat...ssh sgtkah mahu dia paham...aku sdah dewasa...dan aku tau menilai setiap perkara dengan akal sempurna ku ini..
ingin saja aku mnjerit..i'm n0t here because i was s0 dam wanted t0 work at the salun...it's all bcause of m0m..when u did what u did...what ch0ice that i have t0 keep by m0m side..s0 i did what i did...its n0t bcause i did bcause i really wanted t0..but i have t0...its big difference there....!!!! and if u think that i am n0t that much independent...s0, there...i really wants t0 have my dream j0b again...and i really miss them....it pays me m0re als0...and why d0 u think i d0 l0ts 0f part time j0b n0wadays?? t0 earn m0re 0f course.....
s0, if u think my life is 0ver if u wants t0 sell 0ff that salun..its fine with me...i'll be very happy then...i d0nt have t0 waste time thinking h0w t0 run it....there...i have said it....and i'm n0t happy with my life...it's s0 dull...and i'm n0t d0ing much...
the thing that can cheer me up..is t0 get away fr0m ur side...bcause i d0nt really feel needed when ur around...all u kn0w what 2 d0 is...bec0me the pers0n to say n0 2 everytg i d0...that's all...s0 i guess..i better start my 0wn life n0w...
kwn2...plz let me n0w any vacancy...d0nt have t0 be rep0rter...anythg...i'll be very gratefull 2 stay away fr0m h0me for some time..
